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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

birthdays

Being the youngest of such a large family, I was given an unrealistic and fantastic standard each year on my birthday. That's me on the left with our resident clown Bill and my late sister Kristie. I think this was my 7th birthday. I was always made a big deal over and lavished with everything I could want, which proved to be a hurdle to jump in my adult years. Many people close to me have had to deal with my ridiculous expectations, and for that I apologize.
As it turns out, I still have plenty of people in my inner circle to spoil me rotten, and I'm so very grateful.
This year was particularly difficult with the absence of Cindy (who always spoiled me), but with the love and support of my husband, family and dear friends, I once again was indulged.
This August 11th I received an incredible massage, and just before we started I noticed a hummingbird outside the window. Similar to the hummingbird who visited me the day I got word of her passing, and again after spending time with her closest friends, this bird sat on a tree and hung out for a bit. I was thrilled and my birthday was complete!
Thank you dear friends, for the birthday wishes, gifts and presence in my life. I love you!